thegoldendolphin

It’s meaningless to think that I am guilty of bringing the past into the present. It’s meaningless to think I can make the past the present. It’s meaningless to think I can be guilty of making unreality real. It’s meaningless to think I can be guilty for this is an unreal thought too. It’s meaningless to think I can bring the past into the present and make it lacking. It’s a meaningless thought that says I can bring what was never made into what is real and ensuffer what is real.

I want a future image when I want vindication for a belief that says I’m lacking. The future and the past are gone. They were never made. The thought that says I can make the present lacking or that something is lacking has no meaning and completely incongruous with the loving thoughts I share with God. It’s meaningless to think I can make the present otherwise than whole. It’s meaningless to think I can make myself otherwise than whole.

Written Jan ’24