thegoldendolphin

Inquiry on the returning thought: ‘I’m not doing enough to get to God’.

Without this belief, I’m content in a chair, watching others around me contentedly doing what I believe I should be doing. I is all. I relax as– and with– for there is no autonomy in autonomy. Who believes they must get to God is a bundle of grief and sadness. I hold her in my arms.

So many others are what I want to be. So many others are doing what needs to be done.

I am with God.

early spring NH ’24