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When the ego poses as Love. Unmasking this false god made of stone.
Seeing through the persistent veil of separation or guilt thrown across the face of love within the mind. Recorded 09/24. September ‘24 I found myself at the halfway review lessons of A Course in Miracles , ‘God is but Love and therefore so am I’. And here, running parallel to my own inquiry and life, Continue reading
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The love that you endevour is justified- it’s always to what’s one with you.
I recorded the following whilst I held a wren in my hand. She was stumbling around with a head injury – kept turning around. I took her up to the pasture where I thought she’d like it most. Upset by her enduring distress, I held her there in my hands for a long while not Continue reading
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the self being one part III ~ recognizing everyone as part of the Self necessitates the inquiry into trauma.
What I found was the cornerstone regarding recognizing everyone as part of’ the Self was the inquiry into trauma. There is an exclusivity at first glance of trauma. It protests of separation and an inequality that prohibits union; and is out of your hands. If it is accepted logically, however, that there is One Self Continue reading
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the self being one part II
Self experiences itself as ‘everyone’. An individual experienced, here, has the same source, or cause, as an individual, over there. Attacking an individual ‘over there’ is synonymous to attacking an individual experienced, here, and vice versa. Attack, however, is a call for love in a perplexing dream, and a poor substitute for love and connection. Continue reading
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the self being one.
The black mark you carry that you think is exclusively your trauma is the same black mark everyone carries of ‘I’m worthless; I don’t deserve love; I can’t forgive myself’. “You deserve to forgive yourself, and I will stand testimony, as will my healed body, to this fact.” No one attacks anyone but (thinks) they Continue reading
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I remembered a memory of a sister admonishing in my direction “Let’s get away from her!”
I remembered a memory of a sister admonishing in my direction “Let’s get away from her!” “Get the fuck away from me!” Is an exclamation-thought I’ve observed, triggered it seemed by this memory. I believe I’m saying that about what seems to be of exhaustive attack…but what if it’s now love? spring/summer ’24 Continue reading
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The following is all inquiry on ‘decision to split’; initially with the desire to ‘place a division between myself and myself’. It includes accepting emotions previously judged, or projected; reclaiming authority, and letting go of victimhood.
Levels inquiry into building a division between myself and myself: I see I chose to be ill over/because of certain aspects of the world to make it seem like I can only be with God/myself temperamentally, or so that I’m with God/myself temperamentally. Something of the world being ’cause’ instills judgement periodically when I’m always Continue reading
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One can’t change reality. Reality isn’t saying anything’s wrong – wounding is.
One can’t change reality. Reality isn’t saying anything’s wrong – wounding is. A sister apologized for her attempt to guilt: I didn’t please but indubitably stayed with what was in my heart: “my unworthiness was never authored, it hasn’t effect of reality. Your unworthiness was never authored: it has no effect on reality.” spring nh Continue reading
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Pleaser ~ People-pleasing ~ Nothingness-pleasing ~
Peace is constant. The inconsistency of attack/demand cannot come into this constant. You do not need to people-please to have peace. It is kind and loving to not people-please, because, contrarily, to not people-please would be releasing the One Self – that we are – from attacking itself. The only reason you condemn yourself is Continue reading
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Love makes Love
What is unloving contends that it is real. But there is no argument that what is unloving was not made, it is past. What is made makes itself: love makes love; eternity makes eternity. Images of ravagement are gone. early ’24 Continue reading
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No desire for ‘help’ when only God present.
No desire for ‘help’ when only God present. Attack makes it seem I need help, only to relieve the attack. But attack is the belief in separation, and a call for love. It can be met with love by letting it be there, and witnessing that only God is present. I ‘need help’ when attack Continue reading
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Video. You are complete – Calm Meditation – Sanctuary from discord; Forgiveness of time.
The words “what if you are alone?” And “what if no one is here?” Yield the same energetic response as if I were to say “the world has no cause/there is no cause in the world”. This recording is cause and effect of harmony and presence. When the world as not having cause is recognized Continue reading
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